Infernian
Effect
Aka:
Earning Superman's Respect
Superman
is recounting the story of the first time he truly understood Hank
Henshaw
Nikita
sat on the edge of the bio-bed. Her hands and head entirely still.
Her eyes nothing if not sad. “He got away didn't he?” She said
suddenly.
“Don't
worry about that right now, Nikita, okay?”
“I
told that guy to get out of here or face some heat vision and he
followed my advice. How can you get any more responsible for an
adversary's escape than that?”
“Right
now I'm more interested in what exactly happened out there?”
Director Henshaw said as he walked up to her, stopping about 4 feet
away.
“I
didn't know he was Infernian. I'm sorry.”
“I've
never known you to be scared of anything, not even me. I can't
believe you were paralyzed by fear.”
“I
wasn't. I mean I was paralyzed but it wasn't by fear, or any other
emotion for that matter. My people are sensitive to two races in the
galaxies. Infernians are one of them. In layman's terms by body had
an allergic reaction to his physiology.”
“I
could tell you seemed to be struggling through the pain. I honestly
thought it was some kind of psychic attack. When you warned him away
I knew it must be something else. But you still managed to keep your
wits about you enough to know I was coming and to warn him away.
That's impressive, not disappointing.” Nikita looked at him a
moment. "Super hearing. I literally heard you from 20 blocks
away. that's how I got there so fast."
“I
have to agree with Superman on this one.” Hank
Henshaw said in his deliberate tone. “You didn't fail in your duty,
you performed exceptionally. And
I am sorry but I have to ask why you didn't tell me you have such a
severe reaction to even the presence of Infernians?”
“I
didn't realize there were any Infernians on Earth. There's no reason
for it.” She looked over at me and back at Henshaw. “He's from
further away than either of us.” She explained.
“Well
that makes sense.” I conceded. “What did you say to him anyway?”
“I'm
pretty sure I told him that he was thinking with his weapons rather
than what little of his brain existed. I'll have to brush up on the
regional." Now it was my turn to look confused. "I didn't
say something in his language. I spoke in a language I knew he would
understand. a language that everyone in his part of that galaxy
understands at least enough of to get by. The same way France,
Germany and the Netherlands all speak English, even though it's none
of thier native languages. To continue the metaphor, I need to
learn if English is used differently in Germany than it is in France.
It's a lot easier for Xavallens, Enkarens and Atraxi to understand
each other. We all speak the same native language. A
language by the way that has more in common with Aramaic or Arabic
than with English. You can let go of me now Superman.”
I
did. And then I smiled. “That's the first time you've actually
called me that.”
“And
from this point on, when the occasion calls for it I will. In the
field and on the job that's what I'll call you. I'll only call
you Kal'el when
we're off duty.” She laughed wearily.
“Nikita,
are you sure you're alright?”
“Yes,
I am recovered. Just uncertain.” She gave Henshaw a glance I wasn't
sure I understood the meaning of. But it was clearly something
strictly between the two of them so I didn't ask about it. I took a
step back. “Hank, I am fully expecting you to yell at me.”
“For
what?”
“For
screwing up the mission so badly. For letting that guy escape. This
isn't me being hard on myself Hank. I failed in my duty. I didn't
just let the guy get away; I told him
to.”
“Why
do you think that's what happened?” Hank asked her bluntly but
respectfully. “I mean, yes you did say that. But why are you so
convinced you did anything less than your duty?”
“Second
that.”
“Because
it's my job to be ready for those things and I screwed up the
mission.” She said without turning to look at me. Then the look on
her face changed. It was like a cold wind blew the white clouds away
from her face and suddenly she saw something clearly, from Henshaw
himself. But I still couldn't tell you what.
“You're
expecting a reprimand?” Hank said. I admit I didn't understand his
confusion. 'Of
course she's expecting you to dress her down, rack her over the
coals. She doesn't know anything else from you'. I
feel kind of stupid about it now but that was my reaction. She was
unique among D.E.O agents not just because she herself was an alien,
but because she had once been a prisoner here, under Henshaw. I knew
a little bit of their history together, and that it took Jeremiah's
death to put it behind them. So her expectation made sense to me.
When she next spoke it was in a crisp, clear tone full of as much
dignity and restraint as if a Air Force Captain was addressing a
2-star General. “If I were any other agent, it's what you would do.
”
“If
any other agent had a panic attack in the middle of a combat
situation, yelling at them would be the last thing
I would do.”
And
for the first time I felt something approaching respect for Hank
Henshaw. And for the first time I began to understand that he was
never the heartless jerk to Nikita I had always assumed.
“How
do you mean?”
“I
had always considered Nikita a hero for having so quickly forgiven
Hank his previous actions. But far from throwing away a 'hot coal' so
it wouldn't burn her, Nikita never had one to hold on to. She had
always respected
Hank.”
I
looked over at Director Henshaw to try to convey my appreciation of
the situation. And I saw something that would have taken my breath
away. Hank was looking at her with a look of sympathy, and obviously
trying very hard not to embrace her. That's when I decided I could
call him 'Hank' as often as Nikita does and not feel awkward about
it. But only if Hank said he was okay with that.
“Director,
I really think I should escort Nikita back to her quarters. And then
I'll start X-ray visioning the city for that Infernian.”
“Understood
Superman and agreed...on both counts.”
After
we'd gotten into the hallway and Nikita informed be she could walk a
few paces on her own, I turned around and walked back up to Hank, who
was standing there, almost as if waiting for me to say something. “I
was wrong about you, Director. And I'm sorry.”
“That
means a lot to hear you say that.” Was all he said at first. “I
take it Nikita has finally convinced you of the sincerity of her
feelings.”
“More
like you've finally convinced me you deserve her high esteem. It's no
secret that even though we work fine together I never exactly liked
you. I know what you're going to say 'we don't have to like
each-other to work together'. But it really would help. I want you to
know, it was never about my father Hank. Not what happened to him
anyway. I hope you understand...what I'm trying to say here.”
“I
believe so. And as I said...this means a lot to hear you say that.”
“Do
you mind if I just call you 'Hank' from now on?” I blurted out.
“Most
people at the D.E.O call me by by first name. It feel appropriate,
like you were part of the team here if you did. And no I wouldn't
mind it. In
fact it...Jeremiah called me by my first name when he was here. And I
know you're his son.”
Hank looked at me with a kindly smile. “I'll call you Superman for
the sake of secret identities. But I want you to know, I respected
your father. I regret that I never told him so. Nikita is the only
person alive who can tell me what your father would have said. They
were together on such things. But she is also someone he risked
everything for. Jeremiah Danvers served under me for 6 years. The
only time he disobeyed my orders or broke literally any rules in this
places was when he broke Nikita out
of this place. Aside from you and Alex she is the only person Agent
Danvers ever cared for. And I am not about to fail him twice...”
His words actually failed him.
“It's
your way of honoring Jeremiah...protecting her.”
'Well,
you certainly don't need anyone's protection.”
“Heh.
Fair point.”
“Besides,
Nikita is
pretty amazing all of her own.”
“No
argument here.”
Hank
looked thoughtful for a moment. “Do you mind if I ask, why does she
call you 'Kal-el'?”
“It's
my alien name.” I answered him simply. “That is, my birth name.
When Jeremiah and Alex found me and took me in, they called me Elias.
And naturally I took their family name. Nikita says that this,” I
touched the symbol on my chest. “is the symbol of the house of El.
Apparently aliens would know me as Kal'el. And why did your face just
change so completely?”
“I
need to talk to Nikita. There is a much longer story here than I ever
suspected.”
“She's
not in trouble is she?” I said in a rush. “How could she be in
trouble because of this.”
“No
Superman, she's not in trouble. But I do have a serious question that
needs answering. If that symbol only identifies you as a member of a
family...how does she know your full birth name.”
“That's...a
pretty good question actually.”
Hank
looked thoughtful for a moment. “Do you mind if I ask, why does she
call you 'Kal-el'?”
“It's
my alien name.” I answered him simply. “It's my birth-name. When
Alex and her father found me they called me Elias and naturally I
took their family name. If Nikita is any indication, the rest of the
universe would know me as 'Kal-El'. According to Nikita this,” I
touched the emblem on my uniform. “Identifies me as being a member
of the family 'El'.”
“Okay,
I officially need to talk to Nikita about something.” He walked
away.
“She's
not in trouble is she?” I said urgently. “How the heck could that
get her in trouble Hank?”
“No
Superman, she's not in trouble. But I do need to ask her how the heck
she knows your full Kryptonian name if that thing only identifies you
as being a member of your family.”
“I...actually
never thought of that.”